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Not to turn over pages of eccentricity and chaos​​​.​​​.​​​.

by PostmodernHippie

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The cherry blossom are swinging in the emotional wind Those mint green leaves are bending with adolescent agony So put me into sleep put me into deep sleep I don't want to feel your sorrow i just try escape tomorrow my hands are trembling my head is shaking blame it all on the goddamn spring
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unfortunately, the walls' not tumbling with a life-long kicking too much for me, summer sun breathes, boiling bruises I don't care if it's true all I need is some warmth around me I have been living inside a paper-made cocoon
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I don't know when to start conversation like crossing the edge of cliff with only crippled bare feet I suppose you're losing resolution when turns out you took semantics much too seriously my detachable part always reveals a wonderful story awkward nursery immaturity I don't remember what's left to be done from then on i know i must condone what makes me here what makes me yell what makes me here what makes me yell
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Selfishly I would've wanted to wait till the end of it: the cavity of self-destruction and I... still reliving a decorated past and I don't want have to lose all the memories echoing enormously in my spine I still remember all these tricks that it played on me I haven't escaped the voice calling 'never'... Thought I would give in, to the namelessly fearful trial where you turn down the wish to listen and drive with the seatbelt not fastened Though I'll be forgiven, for the time rusted to be forgotten not again with the same ribbon, barely attain the very junction I would dig out my heart deadly reasoned before the siren going over over over over again It was just a few miles away, and I know, I will never see you once again... Thought I would give in, to the namelessly fearful trial where you turn down the wish to listen and drive with the seatbelt not fastened Though I'll be forgiven, for the time rusted to be forgotten not again with the same ribbon, barely attain the very junction I think i'll set off to a land out of your sight where your thoughts take root
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I don't want to be here anymore I'm so sick and tired of the circle i'm in Longing to kill existence but I don't wanna death Your look's so anxious and exhausted You're so getting used to what's going on here Everyone sails for a better nest Everyone fails rewinding to past Scratch all my pain The same itch in the grin Can anybody tell me the path i'm in Wrapped in same old clothes with stain
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Why is it always meant to be spoiled The autumn leaves are buried in the soil Though everything's changed, I do feel the same By every step the thrill, it seems to follow But repetition kills the wishes slow Yet everything's changed, you'd better stay the same Building a castle made of "I don't know" What I hope is talking will do
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I don't want to be here anymore I'm so sick and tired of the circle i'm in Longing to kill existence but I don't wanna death Your look's so anxious and exhausted You're so getting used to what's going on here Everyone sails for a better nest Everyone fails rewinding to past Scratch all my pain The same itch in the grin Can anybody tell me the path i'm in Wrapped in same old clothes with stain

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SANGO-015

PostmodernHippie is a solo project by xixi , who is a fan of Indie/Grunge/Shoegazing/Midwest Emo music.He use a DIY recording method to create some terrible demos that make him want to die.

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A toy for self-comforting.

With no concern for theory or technique, but instead giving imagination and impulse the utmost care;

Although it is only a meaningless footnote in the adolescence filled with various visual animations, at most, it indicates a wandering state of life.

Every second of pulsating waveform is an indescribable emotional release, which will be a part of the transparent cocoon chamber where I reside. When I began this project in April of the 2022, my mind was probably filled with many corny ideas, but it was inconvenient to make too many changes to the main theme midway through, so I decided to go all out. As everyone can see, the names of the songs are filled with the whispering of adolescence. I finally decided to use this album title because the previous names were too shameful to evoke.

"Isolation and Chaos" is the state of survival for most of the time, and "page" can be interpreted as the endless pages in Borges' writing that intersect with the past, present, and future. I wander in the boundless ocean of chaos, where everything is done at will: extremely rough recording methods, rudimentary mixing techniques, and strange and bizarre collages of music... This was originally just a leisurely work to please myself, but if it also moves you, then I would be grateful for this encounter.

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released April 15, 2023

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Sango Records Kyoto, Japan

'Sango' means 'Coral'
Coral is beautiful,
Coral live underwater.

no coral,no life.

'Sango' is a DIY Label from Wuhan,China & Kyoto,Japan
formed by XUBO,who is the front man of indie rock band "Chinese Football".
珊瑚很美 但珊瑚生活在水底。 珊瑚唱片旨在建立亚洲独立音乐沟通的桥梁,并把这些隐藏在水底的优秀作品展现给全世界。
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